I just pierced my cartilage for fun, not thinking to like keep it in or anything. Thing is.. I used a needle that I forgot to sterilize lmao. I hope I don’t get an infection that spreads to my brain. But with my luck, it could happen. It’s all big and puffy and ugly right now. Uh oh.

i just came from my bestfriends house because i spent her ‘christmas’ with her. (she opens presents the night before) and literally her whole entire family cousins, aunts, uncles, grandparents, parents bestfriends, ect. was there. there was a good 100+ presents filling up an entire room for all the kids to open. i watched every single one of there expressions and the three youngest kids, after opening dozens of presents, were still not satisfied. i could name off atleast 10 presents each one got and still, they wanted more. if i went to my christmas tree right now and counted the presents, there would be around 10 presents for me sitting there. now, that might not satisfy my needs but i’m now understand how grateful i should be because i could have it so much worse.

so to everyone who is unhappy with how much things they got, or how that one expensive item wasn’t bought for them, stop yourself. thank your parents for everything they’ve done for you as well as given you. don’t take things for granted. you could have it so much worse. merrry christmas.

SLEEPS MORE IMPORTANT.

….I decided it would be best if I sat in my room with all the lights off. Why? Because I thought that the lights were trying to get to my blood cells and eat me. So now I am sitting in the dark, on my bed, with the food that I got to cure my munchies. I can barely stare at this computer light. And what’s going on in my brain? Yeah, this shit is fucked up.

I am eating some spaghetti, second bowl to be perhaps.

I’m gonna need a machedi, cause of my fat flabs.

The end.

I’d rather sit in front of the tv and eat a pizza rather than stand in from a Teen Vogue camera and have to count every calorie.